I wonder sometimes that as idealism dies, if it is only natural for pessimism to creep in. because you can't just say I was young I didn't know, well you can but you could not know any time after that, that the thing you believe in today could be turned upside down at any minute.
as a person who truly believes in changing his mind, loves it actually, find it refreshing like the other side of the pillow, thinks that maybe standing too firmly leads to cement in your shoes, lacking drive to push to move be creative, challenge or just call bullshit on most everything you see.

while it is so common of us upper middle classer's to challenge our own privelage to reconsider where the wealth of our childhood came from, and now how our actions of today effect or benefit the world and those around us, do they benefit the people or companies you believe try to do good? does the fact that I am writing this on Blogger.com rather then any other blog space say anything, Google owns this they allow filtered searches in china, yet the initial wording in their IPO is this "do no evil"
yet there is alway the contraty http://www.bloggernews.net/16939

oh well frustration on fruition of the silence you've been pissin away, through all the double clickin to find the answers of the mission of what the hell to say to try to make some change to day, by why make change when you can't even spare it, spare change in the pockets clinking like the tocking of the grandfathers clock , who says the time is coming, as the water is running away.